Sunday, April 10, 2011

If you're shocked, it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing.

I logged some serious baby-hugging hours this weekend.  First Miss Emily, then John William, then my Turtle.  I can't get enough.  Especially when they say cute words.  Gosh, I just love those little ones.  I'm not sure why my love of children comes so naturally.  I've been this way since childhood.  The truth is, it doesn't matter the child, I can't help but feel so much love when spending time with them.  Obviously, the more time I invest, the more my heart bursts when I see them, but I feel like I love all children unconditionally.

I was discussing my relationship status (or lack thereof) with a friend recently, and something sort of hit me.  I've had opportunities to date guys recently that were nice guys.  These guys will make some girls happy someday, but they weren't for me.  I probably could have fallen in love if I had just ignored that little voice inside my head, which is all too easy to do sometimes.  But I can't cheat myself that way.  When it comes down to it, I KNOW that someday I'm going to be an amazing wife and mother.  I'm not trying to be conceited about that.  I've long since believed that those traits were instilled in me by my Creator.  Why would I waste that on someone who He didn't create for me?  I would not only be cheating myself, but I wouldn't be able to live up to the full potential of what the Lord has called me to be for my future family.

These reflections have been brought to you by:  Babies.

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