Today was a really weird day. It started very early, much earlier than I had planned. And let's just say that question mark from two posts ago and that door from last post, I guess they both still exist. I can't say that I'm happy about that. I'd just like some certainty, one way or the other.
There is one other area of my life that IS certain. I made sure of it today. That decision was a painful one to make, but it was for the best. And frankly, I'm glad it's said and done.
I ate the last of my frozen servings of chili tonight. I had to finish them before winter was officially over. Lauren laughs at me for things like that, and I suppose it is strange. I just make these really odd rules for myself, and I swear to sticking by them. It's one of my many quirks. To be honest, I sort of like that quirk. I guess I'm just a big fan of boundaries. NO, I will not listen to Christmas music or wear Christmas attire before Thanksgiving. This is just one example of many, many silly rules I have. I think I like Target because of things like that. They just don't put out things for certain holidays until the appropriate times. Did you see any Easter candy at Target before Mardi Gras? No, you didn't. Because Target has boundaries. And I love boundaries.
Guys, I'm running on so little sleep right now. Yes, I understand this post sounds like it was written by a lunatic. Like I mentioned yesterday, this is just what my life is like. Some days I'm melancholy, others I'm irrational.
And it's 9 pm on Friday, and I'm going to bed. Goodnight all.
I love, LOVE, LOVE me some John Mayer lyrics! (Right? Or perhaps there's another song with those lyrics.) (I'll just keep thinking of JM now. Thank you.)
ReplyDeleteYay! I love your quirks so much! They make you Ashleigh. And..the Target on Millerville still didn't have any Easter candy out this past week!! I know because I searched and searched for dark chocolate cadbury eggs and there was nothing! Guess it was meant to be that way bc they would have tempted me all week!!
ReplyDeleteMost definitely John Mayer. They belong to a very fitting song for the situation I'm in.
ReplyDeleteHAHAHAHA!!! "target has boundaries."
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